WHEN GRIEVING
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WHEN GRIEVING

When grieving, it was the comfort of the familiar that anchored and lulled me. 

The scrubbing of eggs stuck to the bottom of a pan, the wiping down of crusted sauce on a shelf in the fridge, the low hum of the washing machine. 

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WE ARE NOT HIGH MAINTENANCE
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WE ARE NOT HIGH MAINTENANCE

And that's when we realized that we are not 'high maintenance', but simply hungry, living on emotional crumbs for too long, and that when we express that weI have any appetite at all, that we were being 'too much', that we need to continue to not only strive to be physically thin, but emotionally lean as well.

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LIN 林 MEANS FOREST
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LIN 林 MEANS FOREST

My name is Mimi. Family name is Lin 林, though also now Young (through marriage).⁣

Lin 林 means forest, and I love how my Taiwanese ancestral story ties in allyship with trees, how there may be chapters of movement from land to land in search of safety, that trees speak a universal language of presence and companionship. ⁣

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HOW TO USE TERRAIN ENERGIZED BODY OIL
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HOW TO USE TERRAIN ENERGIZED BODY OIL

Of allllll the CEREMONIE Skin + Aura Care, I use the Terrain Energized Body Oil the most. It’s been a life saver when I’m feeling raw, hectic, intuitive overwhelm, or experiencing sensory-overload; the plants lend their presence, while never numbing or distracting me from the necessary lessons and truths.

A few ways to work with TERRAIN:

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I WAS TAUGHT GIVING IS “GOOD”, AND RECEIVING IS BAD…
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I WAS TAUGHT GIVING IS “GOOD”, AND RECEIVING IS BAD…

I was taught as a child (and throughout my life) that giving is “good” and receiving is “bad”. That sharing, especially as a host, is to be extended at lengths that can be defined almost as “at all costs”. Giving / sharing when expected to, when not expected to, as a form of not being able to feel what I feel, or to simply say “no” or even “wait”. I was taught to feel that receiving is greedy, shameful, weak, or that I’m “not good enough”. ⁣⁣

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SHADOW WORK
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SHADOW WORK

Stop forcing the light. Instead, let us become reconciled to the shadows within before we can be reconciled to the shadows in the outer world. Only the acknowledgment of our own fears, triggers, narcissism, hate, and every other unappealing, rejected, denied or devalued part of ourselves can prevent the same reenactment of pain. “Love and light” spirituality is a symptom of the deep unacknowledged, dishonoured, and unresolved aspects of ourselves. Parts that have not had one witnessing it in a safe, tender, and accountable way. 

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Màn màn zǒu (Slowly, slowly walk)
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Màn màn zǒu (Slowly, slowly walk)

慢慢走 Màn màn zǒu, they say.

Slowly, slowly, walk, they say.

Walk slowly, unhurried, easefully.

An expression commonly uttered by the living and by ancestors, the Unseen living.

Slowly, as our feet touches the ground tenderly,

Unhurried, as a blessing to be carefree,

Easefully, as each step is protected and guided.

As even walking is a devotional act of heart-mind-body, an act so ordinary and mundane for me, yet holy for my ancestors to care about.

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Allies that Help Us Love Better
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Allies that Help Us Love Better

Love, the real kind, the kind that sticks around and is with you when shit hits the fan, is present, responsible, genuine, and willing to meet us where we are. What gives us dopamine hits - the kind of ‘loving feelings’ that are intense, seductive, glamorous, fantastically projecting, distracting us from pain are often mirages, and far from actual love.

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Devotion
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Devotion

Devotion as a form of making, prioritizing, protecting, and honouring space for what / who you love, and releasing / minimizing all the rest.⁣

Devotion as a act of seeing everything we touch as special and sacred.⁣

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Spirit Communication and Afterlife Communication
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Spirit Communication and Afterlife Communication

If you have ever felt forgotten or unnamed, ignored or undermined, tiny or unimportant, know that connecting with the Unseen is the most expansive act of feeling seen again.

⁣⁣I was joking with a spirit one day, by teasing them, “Are you thinking about me, again?” when their scent psychically entered my space. ⁣⁣To which they replied, “Still, not again.”⁣⁣

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Emotional Resources for The Year of the Water Tiger
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Emotional Resources for The Year of the Water Tiger

I don't think it was an accident that Venus and Mercury Retrograde preceded the arrival of the Water Tiger. So much churching, sorting, sitting still to let the murky waters settle and clarify, and then to make embodied decisions of sovereignty and authenticity.

It hasn't always been easy, but I am grateful for the reminders the spirits have shared with me: their messages of knowing myself, releasing parts too well known that are now ready to chart new waters, to feel and respond to the dynamic and often paradoxical energy of the Tiger.

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And Do You Remember
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And Do You Remember

And do you remember when you lifted me with one arm, as if I were a backpack filled with air, as we walked to the park with the big yellow slide down the road?⁣

And do you remember how you marveled at the corollas of seasonal blooms, and how you would say that we should take our lessons from flowers?  ⁣

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